So, here we are again. We must stop meeting like this. Too many late nights and thoughtful moments for our own good. Alas, here we are and we might as well make the most of it.
I've been thinking: Nepal is one helluva good escape from life. I mean how can leaving everyone and everything you know for 2 months not change things. If there was ever a way to forget, move on, appreciate, acknowledge, or make decisions about life, away from all you know sounds like the dandiest place to do it! In a foreign country, with new people and a new culture surrounding you, why not try and escape? Oh that might be because the one things that transcends distance, countries, cultures and people is your attitude. I'd love nothing more than to leave Australia with a good life, and return to a nicely 180 degree, Donna Hay, fluffy sponge cake life that is beyond magnificent and all thugs acceptable by the CWA.
Shame it is then, that I have the ability to make tomorrow a better day for myself just by choosing to do so. Jetting away would be so much more fun and exciting, but I suppose sometimes you just gotta do what you've just gotta do even when you don't feel like doing it. Bring on Nepal and all it's goods and bads, in all it's glory and misery. I'm sure by the end it will have seen my best an worst. I hope it brings me the dreams I'm forever chasing, but I know it's also up to me to keep on running hard and fast to reach them.
All I can say is, sometimes having insight into a situation is more painful than biting your own tongue and releasing blood. However it's definitely better for you ;)
Until next time amigos
Xx
So please forgive my little pessimistic moment. We all have them, I know, but you weren't obliged to hear it out
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